Everyday this week has been so sad and extremely hard (I don’t know why). I’m finally going to therapy on Friday morning!!! I’m soooo exited to finally tell someone everything. My body is always so tense and I feel like part of the reason is because my anxiety just fucking drains me like the term saying “anxiety is a constant battle” is no joke
I do this thing where I am happy for a couple of months and then I crash,and get extreme waves of depression and anxiety for a couple months again and it’s a constant cycle of loving life and wanting to jump off a bridge. It’s so draining